Schrei — so laut du kannst

2010-01-17T16:49:00.001+08:00

CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK

Okay, I feel like a retard for even bothering to update here.

But who cares,

I've a bunch of stalker friends, people with the inside news.

It's awesome how you meet people like them in your life.

So thank you for being a fuckface, don't mess with us.

Because we'll mess you up.

2009-11-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the ugliest trooper in the galaxy.

2009-11-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

This post was requested by Gab!

So, Gab, I updated! :D

HAHA

Okay I'm just kidding I'm really gonna do a real update.

So today was pretty awesome, went out with my friends :D

I was promoting a flower-skull bag to Mich. Personally I think the bag is kinda nice! But I still liked the Misfits one more.

Bought awesome new studs today! My earholes were almost closing. Saw a set of 6 studs, was mad happy! I love the studs. Can't believe I actually came across such nice earstuds :D

Went to HMV and had to decide between 3 cds, in the end I didn't even get one. Ended up buying Jelly Belly and a Beatles shirt.

Talked with an accent (British, perhaps) in the train, Gab got pretty annoyed I guess but she still played along! Pretty awesome though, I'd love to do it again!

So we're gonna go to the zoo again, Amanda and Gab and me, but this time with Crabbe! It'd be loads more fun with Crabbe and without Phoebe.

Okay Gab, so there's your update. :D

Love you!

2009-10-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

Here come broken bones
Where's your sticks and stones?
Words you used to hurt me
Something you should know
Cannot take no more
Time to settle scores
Filled with rage and fury
Blood I'm looking for

Hypocrisy from jealousy
Hypocrisy from jealousy

Lies you spit are harmless to me
Your spite, your greed, your envy
Why do you stoop so low?
Am I the last to know?

Where's your big mouth now?
Hope your're fucking proud
Do you like your bruises?
Now you make no sound
Is your lesson learned?
Now the tables turn
What were you intentions?
To hell with you now BURN!

Hypocrisy from jealousy
Hypocrisy from jealousy

Lies you spit are harmless to me
Your spite, your greed, your envy
Why do you stoop so low?
Am I the last to know?

2009-09-30T23:30:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I'm back.
And I'm feeling lost.

2009-07-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

Put your hand up. History lessons mean I will bring my History book.

Mark Tan
17 July 2009

No he isn't dead yet.

2009-07-18T22:11:00.004+08:00

Hey! Sorry for not posting in such a long time. School started and I don't actually have the time to blog, let alone do my homework.

Promise I'll post something tomorrow or you can say whatever you like to me in school on Monday.

Good examples would be:
Huayang and Amanda!
or
Kon and Ch

Alright, I'll be back!

2009-07-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

We have swimming for P.E. on Thursday!
I wasn't really looking forward to it.
But now I am because I got this awesome pair of goggles!
I bet no one else will have it.

p/s: Sorry for not posting for such a long time, school just started (one week ago) and I still haven't completed my homework!

p/p/s: Today is Daughtry Day! Amanda and I used the word 'Daughtry' to describe so many things today.

Look at that man, he's so bald he's Daughtry!
Hey Gab you look kinda Daughtry today.
Avertion Yeung made me fall of the sofa, she's such a Daughtry.

Sorry Gab... He's married with two kids.

2009-06-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Okay. I guess it's official. I have a crush on Optimus Prime. @Konnoe thinks its as expected of me. But whatever. He's still hot.
5 minutes ago from TwitterFox

YES!
If you think I'm weird then go away!

No, I'm not one of those girls who watched Transformers for Shia LaPuff and THEN thought that Transformers was kinda cool.
I watch the animated series.
No not just the kiddy one.
The classic one too.

SO BEAT THAT!

And I don't exactly think the movie's Optimus Prime is hot. I think the classic one is a lot hotter.

2009-06-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

OPTIMUS PRIME says:
*ew
*i bought vege seeds cause the big turnip look cool
*then i am impressed
*so i am influenced to buy
*new turnips
Chapstick says:
*LOL
*SO FUNN
*"THEN I AM IMPRESSED"
*"WILL IT GROW MORE BANANA"
*"NEW TURINPS"
OPTIMUS PRIME says:
*HEY!
Chapstick says:
*"BIG TURNIP"
*HEy cool! the vege seed 100 coin one is it?
*HAHA
OPTIMUS PRIME says:
*HOOOOOI
*HOW DARE YOUUUUUUUU

It's embarrassing I know.

2009-06-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

My favourite quote of all time.

"Who you gettin' pissed at? BOOTSWINGER!"
-Charmian

2009-06-27T17:36:00.001+08:00

The opening of New Divide and 21 Guns are the same!

2009-06-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

I found Tessa's love on facebook for her!
I bet she loves me lots now.

2009-06-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

If only I was Optimus Prime. I'd be happier kicking Decepticon butt than sitting here facing the computer throughout the day.

2009-06-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

I'm bored.
Are you?

I'm tired.
Are you?

H is for
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.

I like the word.
Don't you?
It's so long.

Michael Jackson died today.
There goes another Superstar.
A real star.
Someone people can actually listen to.
Instead of those crap singers like Miley Cyrus.

Small kids are lead to think that she's amazing!

Well I'm sorry but Disney is just wasting their money on her.
They could've found someone better.
Then maybe I wouldn't be hating all those Disney kids so much.

2009-06-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

I'm serious.
Who wants my Hey Monday CD?
It sucks so bad I should've bought Lady Gaga or Franz Ferdinand.

2009-06-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Good seats in the cinema - GONE.
Now what am I going to watch! I really wanted to watch Transformers!

2009-06-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

huayang. says:
my name is da
i think

I love talking to people on msn!

2009-06-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

I've never stuck for so long with a notebook. I don't have the motivation to open up my bag to take it out and record whatever crap the teacher gave us for homework. I guess small notebooks motivate my better since well, they're small. So they're easier to take out. I don't know I don't like big stuff. But I don't like small stuff too.

Wait forget it I don't know what I'm saying.

p/s: Hey when are we going to do the bio shit?

2009-06-22T22:18:00.005+08:00

What's the date today?
22nd of June!
And when does the holiday end?
29th of June!
So how many days are left for me to do my homework?

[... ... ...]

What a failure.

And what's more, I haven't even started yet!

G is for
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.
Why would anyone fear Germany?
What a failure.

Okay nevermind.

G is for
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Wow.
If this were the Achilles heel of a chin wobbler,
What a failure.

And something new from Prof. Chapstick

Chapstick says:
Geniothickphobia
Fear of thick chin

Sorry if you seriously think this is overrated but I'm just saying it to express my inner failure. I know saying it would make me a bigger failure but I just can't find any other word to use.

Wait I should check the thesaurus.

Oh.
What a failure.

I can use mega instead of epic!
Major! Massive!

So.
MEGA MAJOR MASSIVE EPIC FAILURE!
Do you feel the impact?

2009-06-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

I absolutely desperately need to watch Transformers: Revenge of the fallen!

WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME

2009-06-18T00:15:00.002+08:00

F is for
Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.

Is this the reason why my school sells ugly sweaters for $30 each? And the weather is so hot, do they really think a lot of people suffer from frigophobia?

Northern Downpour - Panic At The Disco
If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

I love these lyrics. Because it's true, diamonds are just another materialistic want or in other people's cases possession. What's the point of diamonds? Are they really that nice?

And have you ever felt that everything is like in a trance? Life is but a dream? Because I feel like I am in a dream almost all the time. Not a sweet one, that's for sure. Something like a dream that just keeps going on and on, and it pauses the moment I get into trouble. As in serious trouble, like trouble in school (eg. Defiance). Well, then after it's over I'm in a trance again.

Diamonds are just pieces of coal that did well under pressure.
And after that, someone polishes it and cuts it.
Such that you get that piece of coal on your neck/finger/wrist/ear/nose/whatsoever.

Materialism.
Sure, sometimes I go for things that are more expensive too.
Well I don't even know why I am blogging about this.

Haven't touched homework! Was mapling the past 3 days with Amanda.
Spastic.

It's kind of weird, just starting out in twitter.

BAM!
You're --
Don't worry I'm the dead one.

p/s: Don't ask what's wrong with me because I have no idea too.
p/p/s: Transformers! June 24th must make mental reminder!

2009-06-16T13:21:00.001+08:00

I love Konstance's new URL!
http://www.sounds-of-midnight.blogspot.com/

But her old URL is still going to be on my links, of course.

2009-06-15T22:39:00.001+08:00

Do you wake up with your eyes open or when you wake up they're still closed?

Sheesh I just remembered I have tuition today and I haven't done my work.

2009-06-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

E is for
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.

I can't even remember when I had my last nosebleed!

2009-06-09T15:50:00.004+08:00

Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.

Because every time I make a decision to eat somewhere whenever I go out with friends, the food sucks so badly.

Ronice saw the shirt yesterday! But she didn't know it was Tokio Hotel's. Anyway she's going back to H&M today to get it for me!
She's just so awesome.

2009-06-07T17:51:00.001+08:00

Weird! I just received a call from some person, and he asked
'Uh, Sean? I'm sorry, but, I still want us to be friends. Please forgive me.'

2009-06-04T22:58:00.007+08:00

Super spastic!
You there! Yes you with the annoying face and ugly hair! Don't give me that look or I'll punch your face in! I can't stand your ugly face! Gosh!

C is for
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.

I feel so claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

Just packed my table, never knew that packing would be so easy with an empty box. Everything just needs to be dumped and the only trouble is having the box covered up 'cause everything is flowing out of it.

2009-06-03T22:46:00.001+08:00

Halt die Klappe - du gehst mir auf die Nerven.

Simply awesomeness.

p/s: I'm sorry for the short posts that have been appearing lately. I'll try to post longer ones!

2009-06-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

I can't log into facebook!
And my grandfather just farted so I can't breathe.

2009-06-03T16:30:00.003+08:00

B is for Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman.

I definitely suffer from Horrorphobia. Can't sit through a horror movie for more than 15 minutes.

2009-06-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

Hmm.
I have a sudden craving for peach tea.

Someone offer me a cup of the tea? But Bill would be so much better.

2009-06-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

My head is full of nothing
See my shadows passing by
One thousand diagnoses
Yeah, yeah, OK
Who cares

We are here tonight
Leave the world outside
I see you shining bright
Raise your hands together
Chaos all around
While we're going down
Let's stop fearing now
Raise your hands together
All together

Raise Your Hands - Tokio Hotel

Love the drumming.

Actually I love the voice.

2009-06-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

Scheisse!
I can't do my maths homework!
I don't understand anything.

2009-06-01T22:40:00.001+08:00

03 hours : 19 minutes : 13 seconds

Before the new Tokio Hotel homepage is open!
Anticipation!

2009-06-01T18:04:00.003+08:00

Well, thought that since Ryan Ross did this A-Z bands thing, I might try a list of A-Z phobias. I'm going to start from the front of the alphabet, not the back.

I found a long list of phobias, and most of them sound really queer. Common sense is lacking.

So, A.
A is for Alliumphobia - Fear of garlic.

Vampires!
Which brings me to the topic of Twilight.
I saw the trailer for the new movie, New Moon, which is part of the whole Twilight saga. It made me really curious about it cause I have never seen the previous movie or read any of the books. So, I asked Amanda lots of stupid questions like 'why bella bleed then the man barge then the edward push'.

Which would be translated into 'Why is it that when Bella started to bleed, that man rushed into the room and Edward pushed him away?'.

That was plain stupid.

Then Amanda started telling me about the whole Twilight thing, and I went on to wiki it.
A little bit more curious about it, I went on to ask her if she had the books and if I could borrow them from her.
So now we're trying to choose a location and a date for us to watch the 'very overly late premiere of Twilight organised by Amanda', since she has the DVD.

Oh well. Will be back later, as usual.

2009-06-01T16:09:00.003+08:00

Well, it has been four hours since my training ended, but I'm still really tired.
And it really sucks when you have a sibling who's just this annoying tart.

She keeps pulling up the blinds, and the sunlight keeps getting into my eyes.

Wait.
For don't know since when, I've always left the lights in my room switched off until about 7 in the evening. And the blinds are always down.

I have no idea why now this idiot is here, switching on the lights and pulling up the blinds. My eyes hurt so much.

I just can't stand unnecessary sunlight. Or light, for that matter.
Well, in my opinion, whenever someone is sleepy, you don't really want to have lights in your eyes. That's how it is to me, 'cause I really don't like it. I mean, one of the situations that wake you up from a slumber or a nap is when someone suddenly switches on the lights, right?

Come on! I'm the only one who's always in the room and she's always somewhere else, but all of a sudden she barges into the room and tries to make the room bright and chirpy.

It's not even chirpy. It's just too bright.

I'll be back later.

p/s: Tokio Hotel's new homepage is opening soon! Anticipation!

2009-06-01T14:32:00.001+08:00

Can't believe I just walked all the way out just to get a slurpee!

p/s: It's a Transformers cup! Optimus Prime and Megatron!

2009-05-31T23:27:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm home.

When we reached Fort Canning park, someone messaged me as notified us to meet the rest of the class at the Picnic Terrace.
So. Gab, Amanda and I went all the way there and waited for so long, risking getting kidnapped by these Bangladesh men who were there.
No one arrived, so we decided to call up the class people.
Only to realise that no one was going to meet us at the Picnic Terrace. Everyone else was at the car park.
And no one notified us.

Really pissed.

So, was really stingy and didn't allow anyone to sit on my picnic mat (Hah.). Halfway during the show, Tessa and I decided that theatre wasn't really our thing, so we had a little 'social gathering'. Tessa and I ended up looking at the sky instead though.

Nothing much to post about, really.

And I'm feeling exceptionally sleepy right now.
Maybe I should get some sleep.

p/s: Chimp Bag! Accomplishment.

2009-05-31T13:57:00.003+08:00

This is probably my 4th post today but anyway.

What's the point of getting involved in someone else's family matters?
You're just dragging yourself into their problems, which is entirely unnecessary.

Half an hour more before I leave the house.

2009-05-31T12:51:00.005+08:00

I just love how ugly people make up a band.
Makes the band unique in it's own special way.

Amazing Baby is a tribe of beautiful Brooklyn weirdos on a hardcore vision quest.

MTV Buzzworthy Blog.

Guy in the middle reminds me of Anoop Desai.

Kiss! Not synthetic. Please.

2009-05-31T10:53:00.004+08:00

Just played Monsoon on the piano!
Wasn't really good, given the fact that I've never learnt the piano.

Oh, and Gab, if you see this -- I'm sorry I didn't turn up for church 'cause I overslept. Sorry! Didn't see Yingjie and his shirts.

2009-05-31T00:16:00.005+08:00

Okay, this is dumb but.
Hey, it's a new day after all.

Now it's officially the 31st of May.

And about 19 hours later, I'll be watching Adrian Pang doing something weird onstage.
But what I really want to see is Bill instead.

Anyway if you're wondering why I don't have a tagboard, or expecting me to be putting one up soon, I won't, 'cause I can't stand it when people spam on it.

Won't be going for Ronice's ADAB experience anymore.

So, back to Much Ado About Nothing.
I'm going to bring the Ikea tent Amanda got for me, and we're all going to squeeze and sit on it.
I'll bring a bag of potato chips!
And.
And.
Sickening.

We need a class fund.
This is so unfair.
Someone's going to bake three cakes and everyone else is going to bring either a bottle of soda or a bag of chips. Well, not that I'd bake a cake since I don't even like cakes.

Anyway. Oh.
Sickening because adults are sickening.
I understand that I'll become one when I grow up, but not unless I die before I even get to that age.

I shan't go on.

I abandoned my old blog 'cause of all the complaints, anyway.

Well.
I'll update later on.
When there's more things to talk about.

2009-05-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Update!
Thanks to Amanda for that photo you took of me.
♥

2009-05-30T21:02:00.001+08:00

Hey.
For the past few days, no one's been online.

Where's the Chap and the Gab and the Slap?

I don't know.
This terrorist guy added me on facebook.
I'm kinda scared.
But he cam-whored in his profile picture so that sort of calmed me down.
I mean, what kind of a terrorist would cam-whore!

Addidcted to Ulysses - Franz Ferdinand.
Care to check it out?

I've got Bill and Tom's names written on my left hand.
Can't wait to see Tessa's face tomorrow.
I'm going to Gab's church!
Then we'll go for Ronice's ADAB experience.
I don't know if I'll really go, 'cause I haven't actually told my parents about this.
But who cares.
Just that I won't have money for lunch.

Xinyi and Rachel were spamming me with youtube videos of Bill and Tom!
Insane!

And Huayang, don't get too disappointed over what has happened, okay.
'Cause this is just one of the many obstacles you'll come by in your life journey.

Yay, Konstance just came online!
She just said 'diao' to me.
Maybe this isn't really good.

Tokio Hotel's shirt just got released in H&M stores worldwide on the 28th!
Ronice is going to HK, so I made her get it for me!
But she isn't sure if she'll be able to get it 'cause of the skull and the f*** on it.
And the *s are small TH logos!
Anticipation!
US$16.90 for the shirt!
I wonder if the price will be different worldwide.

Today was pretty uneventful, nothing much happened.
Was online from 12 noon all the way 'til now.
This is pretty much my lifestyle right now.

Anyway, guess I'll be able to blog about more stuff tomorrow since I'm going for church and lunch with the guys, and the whole class is going for a theatrical show tomorrow at Fort Canning park.
Much Ado About Nothing, something along that line.

Still kinda freaked out by the terrorist thing -
Ye Ol' Rodrick.

p/s: I had Monsoon playing on loop throughout the day but my mum wasn't here to scold me like she'd usually do.

[edit] p/p/s: Here's the shirt! Personally I prefer the guy one. Female one, their sleeves look kinda weird.